dead weight

it's kind of this awkward thing
--- feeling like you pin down yourself ---
and in feeling that and that and that and that

--- you pin down others ---

and in feeling that and that and that and that

--- they pin down you ---

and so not only do you have to struggle under the weight of you
...but them as well

and its vicious vicious vicious - as the bodies swell
--and rot away, sinking sinking sinking to the depths of hell.

and to relieve yourself of this. To attain that relief that lovely relief
that cooling, that breathing, that gasp -

to attain that - to just grab onto that and just take it
even though its just past your reach - the bodies atop you,

you must build some muscle my friend