Friday, January 2, 2009

take two hours - just two Hours - Tak'em

...and set'em aside. I've wound myself up again, but not to an unbearable point; that is, not to a point where it cannot be dealt with. The incense is burning, the tea is brewing, i've set a couple books aside and i'm going to calm myself down a little bit.

Deep breath --- and relaxxation

ok, that was some kind of bullshit intro i felt i needed to put in here ;) - i'm actually fine, just bored. the incense is burning and i did just have tea, but that's neither here nor there. quite frankly, i need to get away from my computer before it takes over my being. why don't i just use it for a radio and not a ... i don't even quite know how to say this ... a catalyst by which my day is wasted away into nothing as i gaze into the screen and get sucked in :) -- that sounds about right i guess.

i guess instead of bitching about it i could formulate some kind of plan by which i might escape SKIPPY (name of my computer). first i should find something else -- preferably something productive -- that might distract me from it. the first thing that came to mind was that of video games -- but that does not appear to me to be something that is very productive .. at all. i do have this new book i could start reading .. the only problem i see with that is that it is dim in my room right now ... and i am appreciating that ... and i do not want to ruin the ambience with lighting.

there is always guitar, but i've been playing a lot of that lately without much productivity which is just annoying-- so i need some time away from that.

chances are i'm going to opt for idea number 2 --- the book idea sounds good and i haven't been reading lately.


kkkkkk decision made.

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